Thursday, September 16, 2010

i moved due to problems with the email i was originally using and i couldnt change the email address. soo yep

Sunday, September 12, 2010

i can never decide.

i can never decide. my mind changes all the time, no matter what. do i want chocolate or vanilla? do i want to wear these jeans or this skirt? i can never fully decide, because my brain is so scattered. i like so many different things i could never sit down and pick my absolute favorite. my favorites change every single day. sometimes i dress preppy or in all black. sometimes i blast bob dylan sometimes rap. sometimes i forget grammar while others i'm a complete freak about it. i'll be organized and calm one minute, a chaotic mess the next. i'm private one moment, telling my secrets to a stranger the next. i'm full of contradictions. i hate smokers, i smoke the next minute. i like silver but now i want gold. being rich doesn't matter, but i want to have money. i want to be smart and study, but at the same time i want to blow it all off. i have to pass this test, but do i care that much about tests? sometimes i wish i could just like one genre of movies, one type of music, one style of clothing, because i feel so cliche saying "I like everything" but it is (almost) true. and besides if i only like one style of everything, life would be rather dull.

sick all weekend, watching skins.

wish i could be as cool/pretty as effy.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

first day of school :(

today was my first day of school. you know how normally people are focused & ready for school the first week? and then soon you get sick of it until by december you're zoning out in classes and not really paying attention. well, today felt like it was december. i couldn't pay attention at all. 
instead, i was thinking about what i want to buy :) i'm beginning to find i have a more preppy tomboy yet girly style...i think alexa chung is the best dresser and ashley olsen.

this year i'm going to buy the perfect navy blazer, skinny black pants, and great heels.